Chapter 75: Can't Run Away (1)
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Chapter 75: Can't Run Away (1)
TL/Editor: Raei
Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri
Illustrations: Here
Join the discord! Here
Song Soo-yeon couldn't breathe.The source of this content nov(el)bi((n))
"...You took good photos, right...?"
She couldn't respond to Jung-gyeom's question.
Jung-gyeom was the reason she was alive.
Without him, she would have left this world already.
He was the first to teach her human warmth, to teach her love.
Sometimes he appeared naive, foolish, or nerdy, but he also possessed a reliability like a strong pillar within him.
And now, he was trembling and crying.
These were not ordinary tears.
They were tears that flowed despite his efforts to hold them back, revealed through the trembling of his whole body.
It was the first time she had seen him like this.
And to realize that she was the one who had caused these emotions...
The realization that she had stabbed the most precious person to her was unbearably painful.
Song Soo-yeon felt a tearing pain.
She had to see what she had destroyed with her own hands.
The place she called home, the restaurant, was gone.
She had taken away Jung-gyeom's treasure.
She already knew what this restaurant meant to him.
She had seen him smiling as he cleaned the same spot over and over.
She knew the cute fact that he sometimes secretly talked to the restaurant.
The backlash was immense.
A tear streamed down Song Soo-yeon's shock-widened eyes.
"...Haah... Haah..."
She really couldn't breathe.
What had she done?
"...You took good photos, yeah...?"
He asked again.
Song Soo-yeon, still in shock, knew.
She had to answer.
"...Yes... I took good photos. But... the restaurant..."
If he found out that she was in the villain alliance that was responsible for destroying the restaurant, what would he say?
Would even someone as kind as him turn cold and tell her to go away, never wanting to see her again?
"...Haah... Haah..."
Just imagining it made her feel like the world was crumbling.
Without realizing it, Song Soo-yeon hugged Jung-gyeom tightly.
-Squeeze!
And she clenched his clothes in her fists.
The more she imagined him pushing her away, the tighter she hugged him.
Jung-gyeom nodded to Song Soo-yeon's answer, then wrapped his arms around her from behind, embracing her.
The two, having lost a space filled with their memories, comforted each other.
However, Song Soo-yeon felt guilty.
She knew all too well that she was the root cause of everything.
The primary cause was Tryno, but the plan itself started from Song Soo-yeon.
She knew she didn't deserve to cry.
But the tears kept coming.
How disgusted would Jung-gyeom be if he knew all the facts?
Jung-gyeom lifted his head to look at Song Soo-yeon.
Ironically, seeing her tears, he managed to smile with difficulty.
With that charm, he comforted her.
Calming himself, he began to soothe Song Soo-yeon.
As emotions surged, rational boundaries crumbled.
Jung-gyeom, holding her, stroked Song Soo-yeon's hair like they were long-time lovers.
He wiped away her tears.
After brushing her hair a couple of times, he lightly pinched her cheek.
In a choked voice, he said, ...Shall we go eat?
His voice tried to hide the pain.
But the more she saw of him, the more Song Soo-yeon's heart ached.
---
---
We arrived at the rice soup restaurant we first visited after my regression and had our meal there.
It was awkward.
Feeding Song Soo-yeon food from another restaurant, not my cooking.
Eating without cooking.
Song Soo-yeon, still shocked by the destruction of the restaurant, blankly stared at the rice soup in front of her.
Her breathing was irregular from tears, and her body trembled.
Seeing her like this made it easier to trust her.
...Of course, being sad about the destroyed restaurant and the probability of her being Luna are completely different things...
But still, my doubts eased a bit.
No, maybe I didn't want to doubt.
Maybe I didn't want to believe she was a villain.
Maybe I'm desperately looking away.
Yeah, a lot has changed since before the regression...
Maybe I'm the rotten one for doubting Song Soo-yeon?
Maybe I'm too blindly trusting my own experiences from before the regression?
Anyway, I forced myself to stop doubting Song Soo-yeon.
I comforted my heart by swallowing warm rice.
...Soo-yeon, eat.
And I woke up the frozen Song Soo-yeon.
...Ah.
She blinked her eyes and lifted her head.
Tears flowed again from her eyes upon seeing me.
She may be cold and prickly, but she had a warm heart inside.
Seeing her so sad proved it.
I reached out my hand to wipe away her tears.
And I said with a smile.
...Eat quickly. It'll get cold.
Song Soo-yeon slowly nodded and began to fill her stomach.
---
---
The bowls were somewhat emptied.
The dinner that happened in silence was coming to an end.
With a full stomach, the heart also calms down.
Now, it was time to plan for the future.
...What are you going to do, mister?
Song Soo-yeon asked.
...What?
I asked back, struggling.
She grimaced again and said.
...What are you going to do about the restaurant?
I awkwardly cleared my throat.
It was an embarrassing fact to admit, but I had to tell her.
...Actually, I didn't have insurance... so I have no money.
...What?
...Even if the building owner does the repairs... there'll still be a shortage of money. I guess I have no choice but to close the restaurant, right?
The utensil dropped from Song Soo-yeon's hand.
-Clang!
Her eyes blinked anxiously, and her hands trembled again.
"...Closing down?"
Did he know that every time he touched her like this, she was overwhelmed with a strong desire to embrace him, along with a massive sense of guilt?
She felt so guilty she wanted to offer her whole self to him.
Jung-gyeom, after gulping down his drink, lifted his head.
His eyes landed on her fake photo shoot.
Again, he smiled and said.
"...Beautiful. Really... beautiful."
"..."
"Yeah. You're a model, right?"
"..."
"...You must be making a lot of money. So... pretty...."
"..."
Song Soo-yeon didn't ask any more questions.
She just now realized how everything becomes tentative in front of someone so heartbroken.
Also, as much as there were wrongs, there were firm resolutions.
Song Soo-yeon just stayed by his side... like a parasite, merely refilling his glass.
Jung-gyeom let out a long sigh.
And then, his eyes fluttered... and soon, his body relaxed.
-Clang!
Dropping the glass, his head lost its strength.
He quickly fell asleep, breathing deeply.
Song Soo-yeon stared blankly at him.
The sight of him drinking one after another in sorrow.
The sight of him furrowing his brows repeatedly.
And finally... the sight of him falling asleep drunk.
With him asleep... the emotions she felt she didn't have the right to have, intensified.
The suppressed feelings due to guilt burst out.
Tears flowed.
"Sob...! Sob...."
He was so sad.
So hurt.
She couldn't believe this was the result of her actions.
All she wanted was to give back happiness to him.
With a mountain of gratitude to repay, what was she supposed to do?
But Song Soo-yeon didn't cry for long.
She wiped her tears with her forearm, fetched a mop from the bathroom, and cleaned the floor soaked with soju.
Then, with difficulty, she helped Jung-gyeom to the bed.
"..."
Song Soo-yeon looked at him as he lay drunk in sleep.
She hated the complex feelings she had.
Overflowing with regret and guilt... yet a sliver of desire crept in.
Seeing the person she loves lying defenseless... perhaps it was inevitable.
But she shook her head.
Now was not the time for such thoughts.
And she made a decision.
To quit being a villain.
Though the restaurant was ruined by an accidental mishap... it was impossible now.
It was impossible not to have such accidents happen again in the future.
Even if she made money and achieved her goal of hurting Solace to some extent... this one experience was enough to become a trauma.
....Moreover, Jung-gyeom's hatred for villains would grow day by day.
Though the chance was slim, if he ever found out....
Just the thought of it terrified Song Soo-yeon to the point of madness.
She knew that if she were discovered, their relationship would... simply end.
She hadn't even made it onto the villain rankings.
According to Stella, it seemed the Hero Association had decided to keep her hidden.
So, if she wanted to pull out, now was the time.
While her notoriety was low, end it.
Song Soo-yeon calmed herself beside Jung-gyeom, who was lying in bed.
She tightly held his hand and looked at his face.
"..."
After returning home... she would contact Stella.
She knew it wouldn't be easy to leave, but she decided to argue that she was disappointed that they couldn't destroy Solace.
That might make her departure a bit smoother.
And then to leave
"...Lace."
Suddenly, Jung-gyeom's sleep talking paralyzed Song Soo-yeon's reasoning.
"...Solace... I'm... sorry."
His voice echoed in the silent studio apartment.
Tears streamed from his eyes, his expression twisted as if he were having a nightmare.
Life drained from Song Soo-yeon's eyes.
"...Solace... I'm sorry..."
Why even now.
Why, even when drunk to oblivion, is he thinking of Solace.
Why is he recalling that two-faced woman.
Instead of her... who was with him.
...Even in this situation, she loathed herself for feeling jealous.
Inappropriately, possessiveness surged.
"...Mister."
Song Soo-yeon whispered.
And finally gathered the courage.
Only after he had passed out drunk.
Only after he called out for Solace in his dreams, driven by jealousy, did she muster the courage.
"...If you would just look at me... only me..."
Song Soo-yeon climbed onto his upper body.
The scent she always loved from him was now more potent than ever.
Their faces drew closer.
"...Then I wouldn't need... to do this... the bad things..."
Song Soo-yeon closed her eyes to calm herself.
Hundreds of scenarios ran through her mind.
...But this is wrong.
She regained control of her emotions.
This is a crime.
With their noses almost touching, she opened her eyes again and looked at Jung-gyeom with lust-filled eyes.
And with extreme self-control... she began to move her body back.
This is wrong.
"...Sol-"
"..."
But the moment his lips uttered Solace's name again, she couldn't hold back anymore.
She pressed her lips to Jung-gyeom's.
To stop any name but her own from leaving his lips.
She couldn't bear to hear a name other than 'Soo-yeon' from him.
She knew.
This was sexual harassment.
No, it was sexual assault.
Even the thought of such an act was abhorrent to Song Soo-yeon.
Yet, she couldn't afford to care.
Overwhelmed by impulse, her body moved on its own.
Like a villain, she stealthily stole his kiss.
She should have felt guilty.
Considering what she had done today, she would never be able to atone for it in her lifetime.
But at this moment... she felt no guilt.
Instead, the kiss offered her a depth of pleasure beyond anything she had ever experienced.
She realized she was truly becoming a despicable villain.
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Chapter 75: Can't Run Away (1)
TL/Editor: Raei
Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri
Illustrations: Here
Join the discord! Here
Song Soo-yeon couldn't breathe.The source of this content nov(el)bi((n))
"...You took good photos, right...?"
She couldn't respond to Jung-gyeom's question.
Jung-gyeom was the reason she was alive.
Without him, she would have left this world already.
He was the first to teach her human warmth, to teach her love.
Sometimes he appeared naive, foolish, or nerdy, but he also possessed a reliability like a strong pillar within him.
And now, he was trembling and crying.
These were not ordinary tears.
They were tears that flowed despite his efforts to hold them back, revealed through the trembling of his whole body.
It was the first time she had seen him like this.
And to realize that she was the one who had caused these emotions...
The realization that she had stabbed the most precious person to her was unbearably painful.
Song Soo-yeon felt a tearing pain.
She had to see what she had destroyed with her own hands.
The place she called home, the restaurant, was gone.
She had taken away Jung-gyeom's treasure.
She already knew what this restaurant meant to him.
She had seen him smiling as he cleaned the same spot over and over.
She knew the cute fact that he sometimes secretly talked to the restaurant.
The backlash was immense.
A tear streamed down Song Soo-yeon's shock-widened eyes.
"...Haah... Haah..."
She really couldn't breathe.
What had she done?
"...You took good photos, yeah...?"
He asked again.
Song Soo-yeon, still in shock, knew.
She had to answer.
"...Yes... I took good photos. But... the restaurant..."
If he found out that she was in the villain alliance that was responsible for destroying the restaurant, what would he say?
Would even someone as kind as him turn cold and tell her to go away, never wanting to see her again?
"...Haah... Haah..."
Just imagining it made her feel like the world was crumbling.
Without realizing it, Song Soo-yeon hugged Jung-gyeom tightly.
-Squeeze!
And she clenched his clothes in her fists.
The more she imagined him pushing her away, the tighter she hugged him.
Jung-gyeom nodded to Song Soo-yeon's answer, then wrapped his arms around her from behind, embracing her.
The two, having lost a space filled with their memories, comforted each other.
However, Song Soo-yeon felt guilty.
She knew all too well that she was the root cause of everything.
The primary cause was Tryno, but the plan itself started from Song Soo-yeon.
She knew she didn't deserve to cry.
But the tears kept coming.
How disgusted would Jung-gyeom be if he knew all the facts?
Jung-gyeom lifted his head to look at Song Soo-yeon.
Ironically, seeing her tears, he managed to smile with difficulty.
With that charm, he comforted her.
Calming himself, he began to soothe Song Soo-yeon.
As emotions surged, rational boundaries crumbled.
Jung-gyeom, holding her, stroked Song Soo-yeon's hair like they were long-time lovers.
He wiped away her tears.
After brushing her hair a couple of times, he lightly pinched her cheek.
In a choked voice, he said, ...Shall we go eat?
His voice tried to hide the pain.
But the more she saw of him, the more Song Soo-yeon's heart ached.
---
---
We arrived at the rice soup restaurant we first visited after my regression and had our meal there.
It was awkward.
Feeding Song Soo-yeon food from another restaurant, not my cooking.
Eating without cooking.
Song Soo-yeon, still shocked by the destruction of the restaurant, blankly stared at the rice soup in front of her.
Her breathing was irregular from tears, and her body trembled.
Seeing her like this made it easier to trust her.
...Of course, being sad about the destroyed restaurant and the probability of her being Luna are completely different things...
But still, my doubts eased a bit.
No, maybe I didn't want to doubt.
Maybe I didn't want to believe she was a villain.
Maybe I'm desperately looking away.
Yeah, a lot has changed since before the regression...
Maybe I'm the rotten one for doubting Song Soo-yeon?
Maybe I'm too blindly trusting my own experiences from before the regression?
Anyway, I forced myself to stop doubting Song Soo-yeon.
I comforted my heart by swallowing warm rice.
...Soo-yeon, eat.
And I woke up the frozen Song Soo-yeon.
...Ah.
She blinked her eyes and lifted her head.
Tears flowed again from her eyes upon seeing me.
She may be cold and prickly, but she had a warm heart inside.
Seeing her so sad proved it.
I reached out my hand to wipe away her tears.
And I said with a smile.
...Eat quickly. It'll get cold.
Song Soo-yeon slowly nodded and began to fill her stomach.
---
---
The bowls were somewhat emptied.
The dinner that happened in silence was coming to an end.
With a full stomach, the heart also calms down.
Now, it was time to plan for the future.
...What are you going to do, mister?
Song Soo-yeon asked.
...What?
I asked back, struggling.
She grimaced again and said.
...What are you going to do about the restaurant?
I awkwardly cleared my throat.
It was an embarrassing fact to admit, but I had to tell her.
...Actually, I didn't have insurance... so I have no money.
...What?
...Even if the building owner does the repairs... there'll still be a shortage of money. I guess I have no choice but to close the restaurant, right?
The utensil dropped from Song Soo-yeon's hand.
-Clang!
Her eyes blinked anxiously, and her hands trembled again.
"...Closing down?"
Did he know that every time he touched her like this, she was overwhelmed with a strong desire to embrace him, along with a massive sense of guilt?
She felt so guilty she wanted to offer her whole self to him.
Jung-gyeom, after gulping down his drink, lifted his head.
His eyes landed on her fake photo shoot.
Again, he smiled and said.
"...Beautiful. Really... beautiful."
"..."
"Yeah. You're a model, right?"
"..."
"...You must be making a lot of money. So... pretty...."
"..."
Song Soo-yeon didn't ask any more questions.
She just now realized how everything becomes tentative in front of someone so heartbroken.
Also, as much as there were wrongs, there were firm resolutions.
Song Soo-yeon just stayed by his side... like a parasite, merely refilling his glass.
Jung-gyeom let out a long sigh.
And then, his eyes fluttered... and soon, his body relaxed.
-Clang!
Dropping the glass, his head lost its strength.
He quickly fell asleep, breathing deeply.
Song Soo-yeon stared blankly at him.
The sight of him drinking one after another in sorrow.
The sight of him furrowing his brows repeatedly.
And finally... the sight of him falling asleep drunk.
With him asleep... the emotions she felt she didn't have the right to have, intensified.
The suppressed feelings due to guilt burst out.
Tears flowed.
"Sob...! Sob...."
He was so sad.
So hurt.
She couldn't believe this was the result of her actions.
All she wanted was to give back happiness to him.
With a mountain of gratitude to repay, what was she supposed to do?
But Song Soo-yeon didn't cry for long.
She wiped her tears with her forearm, fetched a mop from the bathroom, and cleaned the floor soaked with soju.
Then, with difficulty, she helped Jung-gyeom to the bed.
"..."
Song Soo-yeon looked at him as he lay drunk in sleep.
She hated the complex feelings she had.
Overflowing with regret and guilt... yet a sliver of desire crept in.
Seeing the person she loves lying defenseless... perhaps it was inevitable.
But she shook her head.
Now was not the time for such thoughts.
And she made a decision.
To quit being a villain.
Though the restaurant was ruined by an accidental mishap... it was impossible now.
It was impossible not to have such accidents happen again in the future.
Even if she made money and achieved her goal of hurting Solace to some extent... this one experience was enough to become a trauma.
....Moreover, Jung-gyeom's hatred for villains would grow day by day.
Though the chance was slim, if he ever found out....
Just the thought of it terrified Song Soo-yeon to the point of madness.
She knew that if she were discovered, their relationship would... simply end.
She hadn't even made it onto the villain rankings.
According to Stella, it seemed the Hero Association had decided to keep her hidden.
So, if she wanted to pull out, now was the time.
While her notoriety was low, end it.
Song Soo-yeon calmed herself beside Jung-gyeom, who was lying in bed.
She tightly held his hand and looked at his face.
"..."
After returning home... she would contact Stella.
She knew it wouldn't be easy to leave, but she decided to argue that she was disappointed that they couldn't destroy Solace.
That might make her departure a bit smoother.
And then to leave
"...Lace."
Suddenly, Jung-gyeom's sleep talking paralyzed Song Soo-yeon's reasoning.
"...Solace... I'm... sorry."
His voice echoed in the silent studio apartment.
Tears streamed from his eyes, his expression twisted as if he were having a nightmare.
Life drained from Song Soo-yeon's eyes.
"...Solace... I'm sorry..."
Why even now.
Why, even when drunk to oblivion, is he thinking of Solace.
Why is he recalling that two-faced woman.
Instead of her... who was with him.
...Even in this situation, she loathed herself for feeling jealous.
Inappropriately, possessiveness surged.
"...Mister."
Song Soo-yeon whispered.
And finally gathered the courage.
Only after he had passed out drunk.
Only after he called out for Solace in his dreams, driven by jealousy, did she muster the courage.
"...If you would just look at me... only me..."
Song Soo-yeon climbed onto his upper body.
The scent she always loved from him was now more potent than ever.
Their faces drew closer.
"...Then I wouldn't need... to do this... the bad things..."
Song Soo-yeon closed her eyes to calm herself.
Hundreds of scenarios ran through her mind.
...But this is wrong.
She regained control of her emotions.
This is a crime.
With their noses almost touching, she opened her eyes again and looked at Jung-gyeom with lust-filled eyes.
And with extreme self-control... she began to move her body back.
This is wrong.
"...Sol-"
"..."
But the moment his lips uttered Solace's name again, she couldn't hold back anymore.
She pressed her lips to Jung-gyeom's.
To stop any name but her own from leaving his lips.
She couldn't bear to hear a name other than 'Soo-yeon' from him.
She knew.
This was sexual harassment.
No, it was sexual assault.
Even the thought of such an act was abhorrent to Song Soo-yeon.
Yet, she couldn't afford to care.
Overwhelmed by impulse, her body moved on its own.
Like a villain, she stealthily stole his kiss.
She should have felt guilty.
Considering what she had done today, she would never be able to atone for it in her lifetime.
But at this moment... she felt no guilt.
Instead, the kiss offered her a depth of pleasure beyond anything she had ever experienced.
She realized she was truly becoming a despicable villain.
Chapter 75: Can't Run Away 1TL/Editor: Raei Schedule: 5/week, Mon-Fri Illustrations: HereJoin the discord! HereSong Soo-yeon couldn't breathe.The source of this content novelbin"...You took good photos, right...?"She couldn't respond to Jung-gyeom's question.Jung-gyeom was the reason she was alive.Without him, she would have left this world already.He was the first to teach her human warmth, to teach her love.Sometimes he appeared naive, foolish, or nerdy, but he also possessed a reliability like a strong pillar within him.And now, he was trembling and crying.These were not ordinary tears.They were tears that flowed despite his efforts to hold them back, revealed through the trembling of his whole body.It was the first time she had seen him like this.And to realize that she was the one who had caused these emotions...The realization that she had stabbed the most precious person to her was unbearably painful.Song Soo-yeon felt a tearing pain.She had to see what she had destroyed with her own hands.The place she called home, the restaurant, was gone.She had taken away Jung-gyeom's treasure.She already knew what this restaurant meant to him.She had seen him smiling as he cleaned the same spot over and over.She knew the cute fact that he sometimes secretly talked to the restaurant.The backlash was immense.A tear streamed down Song Soo-yeon's shock-widened eyes."...Haah... Haah..."She really couldn't breathe.What had she done?"...You took good photos, yeah...?"He asked again.Song Soo-yeon, still in shock, knew.She had to answer."...Yes... I took good photos. But... the restaurant..."If he found out that she was in the villain alliance that was responsible for destroying the restaurant, what would he say?Would even someone as kind as him turn cold and tell her to go away, never wanting to see her again?"...Haah... Haah..."Just imagining it made her feel like the world was crumbling.Without realizing it, Song Soo-yeon hugged Jung-gyeom tightly.-Squeeze!And she clenched his clothes in her fists.The more she imagined him pushing her away, the tighter she hugged him.Jung-gyeom nodded to Song Soo-yeon's answer, then wrapped his arms around her from behind, embracing her.The two, having lost a space filled with their memories, comforted each other.However, Song Soo-yeon felt guilty.She knew all too well that she was the root cause of everything.The primary cause was Tryno, but the plan itself started from Song Soo-yeon.She knew she didn't deserve to cry.But the tears kept coming.How disgusted would Jung-gyeom be if he knew all the facts?Jung-gyeom lifted his head to look at Song Soo-yeon.Ironically, seeing her tears, he managed to smile with difficulty.With that charm, he comforted her.Calming himself, he began to soothe Song Soo-yeon.As emotions surged, rational boundaries crumbled.Jung-gyeom, holding her, stroked Song Soo-yeon's hair like they were long-time lovers.He wiped away her tears.After brushing her hair a couple of times, he lightly pinched her cheek.In a choked voice, he said, ...Shall we go eat?His voice tried to hide the pain.But the more she saw of him, the more Song Soo-yeon's heart ached.------We arrived at the rice soup restaurant we first visited after my regression and had our meal there.It was awkward.Feeding Song Soo-yeon food from another restaurant, not my cooking.Eating without cooking.Song Soo-yeon, still shocked by the destruction of the restaurant, blankly stared at the rice soup in front of her.Her breathing was irregular from tears, and her body trembled.Seeing her like this made it easier to trust her....Of course, being sad about the destroyed restaurant and the probability of her being Luna are completely different things...But still, my doubts eased a bit.No, maybe I didn't want to doubt.Maybe I didn't want to believe she was a villain.Maybe I'm desperately looking away.Yeah, a lot has changed since before the regression...Maybe I'm the rotten one for doubting Song Soo-yeon?Maybe I'm too blindly trusting my own experiences from before the regression?Anyway, I forced myself to stop doubting Song Soo-yeon.I comforted my heart by swallowing warm rice....Soo-yeon, eat.And I woke up the frozen Song Soo-yeon....Ah.She blinked her eyes and lifted her head.Tears flowed again from her eyes upon seeing me.She may be cold and prickly, but she had a warm heart inside.Seeing her so sad proved it.I reached out my hand to wipe away her tears.And I said with a smile....Eat quickly. It'll get cold.Song Soo-yeon slowly nodded and began to fill her stomach.------The bowls were somewhat emptied.The dinner that happened in silence was coming to an end.With a full stomach, the heart also calms down.Now, it was time to plan for the future....What are you going to do, mister?Song Soo-yeon asked....What?I asked back, struggling.She grimaced again and said....What are you going to do about the restaurant?I awkwardly cleared my throat.It was an embarrassing fact to admit, but I had to tell her....Actually, I didn't have insurance... so I have no money....What?...Even if the building owner does the repairs... there'll still be a shortage of money. I guess I have no choice but to close the restaurant, right?The utensil dropped from Song Soo-yeon's hand.-Clang!Her eyes blinked anxiously, and her hands trembled again."...Closing down?"Did he know that every time he touched her like this, she was overwhelmed with a strong desire to embrace him, along with a massive sense of guilt?She felt so guilty she wanted to offer her whole self to him.Jung-gyeom, after gulping down his drink, lifted his head.His eyes landed on her fake photo shoot.Again, he smiled and said."...Beautiful. Really... beautiful.""...""Yeah. You're a model, right?""...""...You must be making a lot of money. So... pretty....""..."Song Soo-yeon didn't ask any more questions.She just now realized how everything becomes tentative in front of someone so heartbroken.Also, as much as there were wrongs, there were firm resolutions.Song Soo-yeon just stayed by his side... like a parasite, merely refilling his glass.Jung-gyeom let out a long sigh.And then, his eyes fluttered... and soon, his body relaxed.-Clang!Dropping the glass, his head lost its strength.He quickly fell asleep, breathing deeply.Song Soo-yeon stared blankly at him.The sight of him drinking one after another in sorrow.The sight of him furrowing his brows repeatedly.And finally... the sight of him falling asleep drunk.With him asleep... the emotions she felt she didn't have the right to have, intensified.The suppressed feelings due to guilt burst out.Tears flowed."Sob...! Sob...."He was so sad.So hurt.She couldn't believe this was the result of her actions.All she wanted was to give back happiness to him.With a mountain of gratitude to repay, what was she supposed to do?But Song Soo-yeon didn't cry for long.She wiped her tears with her forearm, fetched a mop from the bathroom, and cleaned the floor soaked with soju.Then, with difficulty, she helped Jung-gyeom to the bed."..."Song Soo-yeon looked at him as he lay drunk in sleep.She hated the complex feelings she had.Overflowing with regret and guilt... yet a sliver of desire crept in.Seeing the person she loves lying defenseless... perhaps it was inevitable.But she shook her head.Now was not the time for such thoughts.And she made a decision.To quit being a villain.Though the restaurant was ruined by an accidental mishap... it was impossible now.It was impossible not to have such accidents happen again in the future.Even if she made money and achieved her goal of hurting Solace to some extent... this one experience was enough to become a trauma.....Moreover, Jung-gyeom's hatred for villains would grow day by day.Though the chance was slim, if he ever found out....Just the thought of it terrified Song Soo-yeon to the point of madness.She knew that if she were discovered, their relationship would... simply end.She hadn't even made it onto the villain rankings.According to Stella, it seemed the Hero Association had decided to keep her hidden.So, if she wanted to pull out, now was the time.While her notoriety was low, end it.Song Soo-yeon calmed herself beside Jung-gyeom, who was lying in bed.She tightly held his hand and looked at his face."..."After returning home... she would contact Stella.She knew it wouldn't be easy to leave, but she decided to argue that she was disappointed that they couldn't destroy Solace.That might make her departure a bit smoother.And then to leave"...Lace."Suddenly, Jung-gyeom's sleep talking paralyzed Song Soo-yeon's reasoning."...Solace... I'm... sorry."His voice echoed in the silent studio apartment.Tears streamed from his eyes, his expression twisted as if he were having a nightmare.Life drained from Song Soo-yeon's eyes."...Solace... I'm sorry..."Why even now.Why, even when drunk to oblivion, is he thinking of Solace.Why is he recalling that two-faced woman.Instead of her... who was with him....Even in this situation, she loathed herself for feeling jealous.Inappropriately, possessiveness surged."...Mister."Song Soo-yeon whispered.And finally gathered the courage.Only after he had passed out drunk.Only after he called out for Solace in his dreams, driven by jealousy, did she muster the courage."...If you would just look at me... only me..."Song Soo-yeon climbed onto his upper body.The scent she always loved from him was now more potent than ever.Their faces drew closer."...Then I wouldn't need... to do this... the bad things..."Song Soo-yeon closed her eyes to calm herself.Hundreds of scenarios ran through her mind....But this is wrong.She regained control of her emotions.This is a crime.With their noses almost touching, she opened her eyes again and looked at Jung-gyeom with lust-filled eyes.And with extreme self-control... she began to move her body back.This is wrong."...Sol-""..."But the moment his lips uttered Solace's name again, she couldn't hold back anymore.She pressed her lips to Jung-gyeom's.To stop any name but her own from leaving his lips.She couldn't bear to hear a name other than 'Soo-yeon' from him.She knew.This was sexual harassment.No, it was sexual assault.Even the thought of such an act was abhorrent to Song Soo-yeon.Yet, she couldn't afford to care.Overwhelmed by impulse, her body moved on its own.Like a villain, she stealthily stole his kiss.She should have felt guilty.Considering what she had done today, she would never be able to atone for it in her lifetime.But at this moment... she felt no guilt.Instead, the kiss offered her a depth of pleasure beyond anything she had ever experienced.She realized she was truly becoming a despicable villain.
